About Two Seconds Away (Trigger Warning for Thought of Suicide, Self-Harm, Self-Loathing)
I'm about two seconds away from completely snapping Or maybe I'm two seconds away after having already snapped No one's home tonight It'll be just me My thoughts All alone in a big empty house With alcohol and guns and pillls and knives. I should probably drive I will drive Around and around and around Music up way too loud Maybe I can drown it all out You're not worth it. They're all going to leave. They're going to realize it. Sooner or later. That you're not who you seem to be. They'll realize and leave. Just like they did. If your parents saw it and dropped you, what's stopping anyone else? Where did our sweet Emily Angel go? What have you done with her? This isn't you. Do we need to send you to a psych ward? You're acting insane! That's because I am.