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Thoughts #4

Why the fuck do I always feel like I'm wrong?

How to Interact like a Normal Human Being

It's 4 in the morning. And I have work today. I should be sound asleep right now. But I'm not. Obviously. Instead, I'm sitting here wondering why I try so hard to connect with other people and why I try so hard to make friends. I'm so horrible at it. Do you ever have a conversation with someone or go a whole day feeling comfortable talking to someone and then all the sudden? BAM! It hits you out of left field that you're probably being weird or you get the feeling of dread that you've shared too much and all the sudden you can't think back and go "oh ya, we had some good conversation moments," but instead start analyzing every single fucking thing you said?! "Holy shit I can't believe I said that." "Was that weird?" "Was that wrong?" "Do other people not talk that way?" "Do I talk weird?" "Are my speech patterns wrong?" "Did I annoy them? Scare them off? Will they ever