The Worst of Days (warning for suicidal thoughts)
I really feel like killing myself today. My chest is too tight, my heart is being crushed and I can't quite breathe right. My hands are shaking, my body's aches and I want nothing more than to cut the things from my soul that rip and shred and poison me. I hate this. I hate myself. I hate the body I inhabit and the space I take up. I want to disappear or sleep for an eternity. I wish to be nothing. I want to kill myself today.