Nights like tonight get to me
I am alone
The world is a dark void
This house is silent
My mind, a turbulent sea ready to swallow me whole
Unfinished thoughts and things needing to be forgotten cause a cacophony in my head
And beat against my chest
Squeezing my heart
Destroying my lungs
The world is so fucked up
Nazis. Literally fucking Nazis roam the streets
And I want to punch every goddamn one
What the fuck is happening.
What in the actual fuck is happening.
We are at war and I want to jump to aid those in need
But I feel as though I will fail
And never make a difference.
I guess what people don't realize is how little self preservation I posses.
Someone comes after me?
Cool beans, I deserve all things bad and negative why should I fight it.
Come after literally anyone else?
I will throw myself into your path like I am a fucking Captain America
But let's be real people, I'm really just pre-serum Steve Rogers.
I don't know where I'm going with this?
I guess my brain hurts
My stomach is sick
I see this hatred festering like a pulsating wound
Hot with infection and seeping with puss and disease
People want to heal it, but other just keep scratching at it
(get that image out of your brain, bleck)
It's fucked man.
And my brain can't handle it.
And my body hates it.
And my soul weeps over the lives lost
The lives that will be lost.
What the fuck you guys.
What the fuck.