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Why Can't I Do Things Right?

I hate my luck It constantly fucks me over and makes me look like an incompetent child. I try so hard to do everything right. My anxiety deems it necessary that I double Triple check everything over in order to even have the possibility to get things right. Just once Just this time This time it'll all go alright... This time it'll all work out ok... Ha. It's all bullshit anyway. I don't know why I think it will work I don't know why I think I should try I try so hard I work to be on time I take the initiative I volunteer to help And something always screws me over Why does something always have to go wrong? I double and triple check everything! And yet... Maybe, maybe next time. Maybe next time it'll be alright. Probably Not.