My Daily Mantra

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I'm fine

I'm okay

Everything is fine

I can do this

I can handle this

I can breath

I'm fine

I'm okay

Everything is fine

I can do this

I can handle this

I can breath

Breath

Breath

Please breath

I'm fine

I'm okay

Everything is fine

I can do this

I can handle this

I can breath

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